All Done

Quick and dirty:  Sometimes we make decisions and we know they will be expensive, but we decide it's a cost we can bear. Sometimes we don't have to pay the cost for a while and we forget how expensive things are going to be. Sometimes we finally get the bill and the reality of the cost we have taken on sinks us.

Sometimes, it's hard to imagine we will ever unsink.

We are not being asked to pay more than we agreed to, we are not being asked to pay for more than we've received.

But holy fuck, this is expensive.